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May 21st, 2005
MOVING Add me. Well I'll be sure you add my favorite people.


its been real.
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sick [Sunday
May 15th, 2005
Before I start this I'd like to state that when I honestly believe in something, or against it I will fight for it. That is just the kinda person I am. I will be heard.

First off I was looking through my add me community and I came acorss this person.


And me, being who I am, had to comment and you can see that.

then that person commented thisCollapse )
and then proceeded to delete that post and not let me reply any longer, this is the link that was there


That is sickening to me. Why would you do that? I'm sorry if someone disagrees with me but I really don't care.

Anyway I just think that its sick that someone would pretend to do that. Why?

May 15th, 2005
She Waits

she waits,
in the dark. Alone.
no sounds,
just the lights of passing cars,
driving by and lighting her face with their headlights.
tears are running down her pale face.

She doesn’t have to wait very long for that.

She waits,
to hear the familiar footsteps running up the stairs,
to hear the sound of the matt being lifted to,
to hear a key being found.
the screen door to up,
she waits to hear a key in the door,
the knob turning.

she has to wait forever for that.

She waits to see him,
standing there,
arms open,
tears on his face.

She has to wait forever for that.

She waits,
for the phone to ring,
in the dark,
to hear his voice,
“sorry, I love you.”

She has to wait forever for that.

She waits,
with pills in her closed fist,
in the dark she begins to put them in her mouth,
she waits for them to break apart in her dry mouth.
Crying all the while.

She doesn’t have to wait very long for that.

She waits,
for 25 pills to take effect.

She doesn’t have to wait very long for that.
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May 6th, 2005
I'm doing a friends cut right now. Because I only want people who care. So if you'd like to be kept comment. Or your gone. I mean it. I'm sick of people reading this and spreading shit around.
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April 21st, 2005
[ mood | very aware ]

my house is being attacked by lady bugs. There is like 784295893045 all over my house.

I still have no bed, i cannot sleep on the couch anymore because its like sleeping on rocks. There fore I must sleep on the floor of my room.

I'm home alone.

I have no life.

I have no job.

I miss my friends.

Happy birthday tomorrow Paula.

Wish I could be there for it. 18 isn't great. Trust.

Wow. This is depressing.

Take me now.

I'm in the mood for random hook ups again.

Give me your number, and I'll call.


wait, random lyric time.

And Sugar We're Going DownCollapse )

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March 12th, 2005
[ mood | artistic ]

Anyone have myspace?
I want some more myspace friends

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sweeeeet [Wednesday
March 9th, 2005

create your own personalized map of the USA
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snow day bitches
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December 24th, 2004
I hate it here.
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November 14th, 2004

will you miss me when I move?

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The only public post you'll ever see. [Thursday
September 30th, 2004
[ mood | angry ]

In the words of someone great,
"Get, that, dirt off your shoulder"

Yeah, you bitches are just dirt on my shoulder.

And for the record, I'm moving to Maine pretty soon, so just keep that in mind. And you know, I never wanted it to turn out like it did, I wanted all of us to be friends forever, but you told lies and spread it around like a fucking disease, and that's all you'll ever be. What goes around comes around, and I'm sitting here waiting for my revenge on the people who hurt me. And this is not a threat, its a promise.

So go ahead and laugh at me, think that I am stupid. I don't care. But when your all alone, think back on this, and how you push people away and how you thought you were sneaky you weren't, we all knew all along that you were nothing but a fake. But hey, i'm brushing that dirt off my shoulder.


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January 24th, 2004
[ mood | accomplished ]

Friends only
i said so
i don't want people that go to my school reading this. Unless I like you.

Don't type like a fuck face. IF you TyPe LiKe DiS, take your retarded ass back to grammar school.
Don't disrespect me or my beliefs. If you don't like it fucking leave.
Comment every once in a while. So i know that your actually alive or some shit like that.
And last but not least. If you have a problem with cussing...you should really leave

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